( she splits the goal post on feeling βΒ half crying because she misses him, half sucking it up because she's not entitled to her feelings. it makes a kind of hurricane in her, hot air and cold, not exactly sobbing but making choking sounds against her bedspread. no roommate she's ever received has stuck around past the month mark, so she's not worried about the sound reaching someone else. she wants nothing so much to stay here and rot for the next foreseeable while, feeling sorry for herself, and then for zoro, especially for zoro. he was the one who had to deal with her, after all. maybe he's better off without.
she's not looking at her phone. the texts go unanswered, and probably will for a long time. but β koby's presence is there, not loud but comforting, and nami leans into it instinctively, without thinking, like pressing into a hug you don't deserve and can't admit that you want. )
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she's not looking at her phone. the texts go unanswered, and probably will for a long time. but β koby's presence is there, not loud but comforting, and nami leans into it instinctively, without thinking, like pressing into a hug you don't deserve and can't admit that you want. )