abyssale: (058. ❚)
alexei. ([personal profile] abyssale) wrote in [personal profile] money 2024-10-12 08:18 pm (UTC)

I'm not. ( a moment. a sigh. )

Usually.

Part of it is if I did it, I'd rather be of my right mind. Kill on my own behalf. I'm not afraid of killing, admittedly.

But honestly? I've been lonely. I never realized it until now. Like almost right now. I've never had friends. Or people I care about.

I don't want to lose them. Through murder or through loss of trust in me.

Not that we're friends, we hardly know each other. But I respect how you carried yourself. I respect that you took that risk for your crew. I do admire you, and I'd prefer you not live in fear of me.

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