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i'm already taking the fall! which, by the way, i said would happen. the only thing you're doing is making it look like we aren't a united front, because you feel bad that guy's boyfriend got so upset. i feel bad too, okay. it's not like i can't relate to not having any friends. but we knew this was going to happen.

i didn't expect the response to a united front to be like this. and the crew has never been about telling each other what to do. by changing my vote it shows you guys came to your own decisions, because the first thing everyone else is going to do is try to break us up. you, me, sanji, zoro, usopp, koby and shanks. you might be okay taking a fall, but what about the others taking it too? then what? i get to sit and watch all you get put in a dungeon one by one? you think everyone will just forget this when the game is finished?

and my vote might be different, but i have already said i stand firmly behind everyone else's votes as they have been decided, even if they go against my mine. i want to get this solved, nami. i don't want people to ignore us because they think we're grouping up and not listening and i don't want more people dying. it's bad enough i can't get everyone home from this stupid place.

the only thing it shows is that you're willing to leave us when there's backlash.

no, it shows that i listened to what was said about the way alexei kills his victims, and decided that it didn't make sense.

how can you say i'm leaving you? i followed you across the ocean. now is no different.

dani himself said he doesn't waste anything. that poor girl parisa was drained completely dry. none of us made this vote without thinking about it, you included. every reason why we voted is still there. are you really going to get precious about how someone who kills people continues to kill people, anyway? whatever, luffy.

and every reason i gave you why i changed it still stands. i will not give them a reason to be a lynch mob against the crew. why are you so insistent you take a fall for this?

no. not whatever. what is going on?

i doubled down because i thought my captain was behind me. but apparently i can’t trust you to have my back.

i have your back, more than you know. but ever since i've arrived here, things have been weird. at least tell me that you're okay, the rest i can deal with.

im NOT okay. you lied to me. don’t talk to me right now.

or what? you were upset another time. is it this place? i can't help if i don't understand.

so the only reason why i could possibly be mad at you is because the house is making me do it? fuck you, luffy. fuck. you.

i know why you're mad at me now. i did that.

i'm trying to be better in this place that tries to mess us up.

and im trying to back up a crew that won’t back me up. im done.

i thought we were meant to do what we believed was right. closing ranks, at what cost? we voted on the information we had at the time, now we have more of it to make a better decision.

i would bring down more buildings for you if could. just know that no matter what happens.

you didn’t even bring it up to me. i would’ve changed with you. if we weren’t sure then i just sent some innocent guy to a dungeon. a really dangerous guy with a really angry boyfriend who probably wants to kill me. we agreed. we were sure. now suddenly we’re not sure, but they all already blame me. i’m so, so dead.

i'm sorry, i should have, and i know that now. this place got to me and i made a choice without talking to everyone first.
the boyfriend won't do anything because i talked him down and if he does make a move, it proves they're in the wrong. you can stay in my room until this is done if it helps, i can sleep in the hallway.

do NOT sleep in the hallway. you’re gonna get killed.

Edited 2024-10-07 14:59 (UTC)

no i won't. and don't worry, i might be able to make someone's vote go for one navigator nami go away too.

( ok well. that’s pretty nice. she’s still mad, but it’s as hard as ever to stay mad at luffy. )

i don’t care if i get locked up. i just don’t want anyone to get hurt. and i really really don’t want to die.

we care if you get locked up. i care. and i said no-one would be getting put away. we'll stay awake in shifts, no-one is coming into my room without permission.

tho. if they choose you in the night, and we can't stop them because of this place......

we'll avenge you real hard. and when they feel like they're getting better, we'll avenge you some more.

just don’t let me die and i’ll figure out how to trust you again

( no helping sanji though, that bridge is burned. )

( A few nights on watch at the door won't hurt, right?)

i won't let you die, even after the game. i cleaned my room before everyone came over so use whatever you need.

just don't look in the closet!!!

i'm not staying in your room

( ok she'll bite )

what's in your closet?

everyone is there already.

CLOTHES?

(Well, well, well. Someone DOES know where the shift key is.)

( not wanting to be around the straw hats vs not wanting to be killed and gnawed on by a murderer .......... )

fine. but don't think i'll be in a good mood. shoving things in your closet is not cleaning luffy

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