You stood before many and spoke what you thought was true. True, fear made you believe it. But still, you were willing to risk your neck to name me if it went bad.
I don't really fault Koby so much. I only wish he'd spoken to me. I understand that my world isn't right or good. And I'm one of the perpetrators of it. But things are different here.
But I understand why that makes me scary.
Honestly, my upset with him remains mostly on behalf of Dani. Dani feels betrayed by having trusted Koby. I do think Dani should give him more slack in this extreme situation, but Dani's got his reasons, too.
it feels more like being a coward than being brave. it's not hard to point a finger.
you don't want to change it? the wrong and bad parts
i don't blame dani. he said something that stood out. ( it feels weirdly like peeling off a layer of skin, and she didn't even say it. she can't imagine ever saying it. she still breaks out in hives when she admits to having friends, now. ) he said you were the only person who ever cared for him i guess that's why i don't think you're a bad guy. and if his opinion of you matters, maybe my opinion of koby matters too.
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I don't really fault Koby so much. I only wish he'd spoken to me. I understand that my world isn't right or good. And I'm one of the perpetrators of it. But things are different here.
But I understand why that makes me scary.
Honestly, my upset with him remains mostly on behalf of Dani. Dani feels betrayed by having trusted Koby. I do think Dani should give him more slack in this extreme situation, but Dani's got his reasons, too.
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you don't want to change it?
the wrong and bad parts
i don't blame dani. he said something that stood out. ( it feels weirdly like peeling off a layer of skin, and she didn't even say it. she can't imagine ever saying it. she still breaks out in hives when she admits to having friends, now. ) he said you were the only person who ever cared for him
i guess that's why i don't think you're a bad guy.
and if his opinion of you matters, maybe my opinion of koby matters too.